Will I be buying pink or blue?

Well, it is official. I am pregnant. There is so much for me to say, I don't know where to start. I never expected to become an unwed mother. But that is what has happened. I think I became pregnant the night that John proposed to me. Just another example of the poor choices that I make. I basically knew that if I had sex with John I would become pregnant. And I did.

Not that I am unhappy about being pregnant. I always wanted to be a mother. I already love my baby. And I was so quick to go to the doctor... I am only around 2 weeks pregnant or so.

I'll write more about how I knew I was pregnant even though the pregnancy test said I wasn't, yadda, yadda.

All I know is that even though I felt this feeling that I would become pregnant, I didn't believe it would happen. I just didn't believe I could become pregnant. I alwyas felt I was infertile. Not sterile, but that it would be very hard to become pregnant. Boy, was I wrong.